What I Learned Looking for a New Job

Yesterday was my last day at the company I’ve worked with for the last 4 years. On Monday I start at my new position. In the meantime, I hope to be a little more creative in my personal spaces; here on the blog, over on Twitch, etc.

Here are some things I learned while job hunting:

Don’t Give a Number

In all previous job searches, I’d decided to ask for X% more than my current salary when talking with potential employers. Invariably, I never received an offer for more than that, and often less.

This time, I simply told them my current salary, and explained that any offer I received would go through a risk-reward analysis in my mind. After all, I could have stayed at my current job, even if it wasn’t what I really wanted to be doing. While this may end up wasting some of your time (see below), it can also pay off.

Imagine my surprise when I received an offer for a substantial increase in salary! We’re talking >50% here, which blew my mind. The remnants of my shattered psyche were then completely demolished when, at my next interview, I was told that they could match that offer! By the time the third company said the same, I realized that I’d been setting myself up to be underpaid by telling prospective employers how much I would settle for.

Apply Everywhere

I applied to at least a dozen companies. One of them seemed like a real long shot, as they dealt with big data management and expected a knowledge of SQL queries I didn’t have. But I applied anyway, and even took a test quiz to create some complicated queries. I was sure that was the end of the line for me there, but instead of just giving up, I did as much as I could, and documented where I couldn’t continue, and what I thought might be the next steps. And yet I passed to the next step of the process.

The point here is that it’s not always what you already know that’s most important; sometimes it’s demonstrating your capacity to learn.

Check Glassdoor

Glassdoor is a great resource for those on the job hunt. Like any set of reviews, remember that those with a negative impression are more likely to provide feedback, so reviews are likely to skew in that direction. But the one company with consistent poor reviews lived up to their reputation with me…

Once I had an offer, I reached out to the other companies I was in talks with to let them know. I was now on a time limit, and wouldn’t give up a bird in the hand for two in the bush. It was only then, in the 3rd or so round of discussions with this company, that they told me they were willing to “increase the base pay” for the role to match my current salary. Remember, this is after setting a clear expectation in the first meeting that I wasn’t prepared to leave my position without a compelling monetary gain.

It was a complete waste of time, both mine and theirs. Maybe if they had some awesome role, with amazing benefits and great culture, I could have been convinced to make a lateral move. But Glassdoor had already told me that wasn’t the case, and we promptly ended talks there.

Consider How They Treat Your Time

In the process of interviewing for a role in technical writing, I was asked to provide writing examples, do writing exercises, and all other manner of proof that I had the skills needed. The companies that immediately turned me off were the ones that asked for me to complete writing exercises for them immediately. One even asked for a personal essay, before we ever spoke!

I get it if you’re a big company and you want to weed people out of the process as early as possible, but how is a 15 minute meeting to talk going to take more time, for both parties, than writing and then reading an essay, or reviewing a writing exercise specific to that job, which I couldn’t use elsewhere?

As far as I’m concerned, this behavior tells me how that company respects (or doesn’t) your time, and it won’t end when you’re hired.

I’ve worked on open documentation repositories for the last decade. Everything I’ve written, edited, and (for the most part) discussed is out in the open on GitHub. The company I accepted a role at happened to be the only one where I knew they looked at my actual work history, laid bare as it is. While this wasn’t the only deciding factor, it showed that they respected my time by seeing what was already out there, and not asking me to rehash or reform my body of work specifically for them to consider.

Give Honest Feedback Before You Go

As I said above, I could have stayed put. I wasn’t happy, but I was paid well enough and received positive feedback for my work. I could have kept muddling through, finding solace in the fact that I was part of a great team and we were fighting through the problems together.

But I was depressed. Not clinically, just as a description of my emotional state. And I didn’t even realize it until I put in my notice. The resignation that I couldn’t change the problems affecting my work had affected my mood in and out of work. Only after getting over the dread of having to tell my lovely and supportive manager that I was leaving did I start to feel a change.

The company I just left is full of amazing and wonderful people. As a part of the technical writing team, I had a chance to interact with most teams, trying to find, consolidate, and manage the knowledge needed for customers and staff to be successful.

But the problems were systemic, and my years there showed me they were unlikely to change. I’m not going to sit here and bad-mouth them publicly, but I made sure to be respectful but honest in my exit interview. What they do with this information is beyond my control. All I could do is document the problems as best I could, providing resources for others to use in continuing to fight for change.

Moving forward

I’d been told by coworkers in the past to always be looking at what’s out there. Take meetings and see how other companies value your worth to them. Doing so may have informed me that I could be making more money earlier, but I just don’t think I have it in me. Job hunting takes a lot of time and energy, especially when doing it in earnest. And the value I place in my time and others’ is too high to waste it by pursuing opportunities I don’t intend to consider taking.

Having said that… I don’t know. I stayed with each of my last two jobs for over 4 years, which seems long compared to the job histories I look at on LinkedIn. Tech folk seem to move around every 2 to 3 years on average, but I’m not sure why that is.

This is where I’d love to get more input and feedback. Why do tech folks move around so often?

Concerns on Communication

I’m worried about us. Us as people, as a society, as a species. We’ve never been more connected, and yet we seem to grow increasingly short-sighted in how we communicate. I mean this in both the short and the long term.

As an aside, I’m not here to rail against spelling and grammar faults on the internet. Though I may twitch when I see them, they are not the current concern. They are the red herring to distract pedants.

Briefly put: In the short term we’re not taking care to construct messages that will reliably convey our meaning to a disparate audience. In the long term, we’re adopting a standard of public discourse that values the ego over the collective conscience.

Let’s start with the short term…

Careless Communication Causes Concern

Words are imperfect symbols representing ideas (see the Legend and Definition of Terms below). Do we think in the language we speak, or are we simply interpreting our thoughts with our words?

I think it’s the latter. Think back to the last time you were searching for a word to finish your sentence. You weren’t at a loss for thought. You knew what idea you were trying to convey. Maybe you were seeking the word that perfectly expresses that idea. Maybe that word doesn’t exist in the language you speak.

Careless communication risks incorrectly expressing ideas, even by your own interpretation. And that’s where we fuck up; interpretation.

After you’ve translated your thought into symbols and expressed those symbols acoustically or graphically, it’s out of your control. You’ve encoded your bitstream, and you hope that at the other end they’re using the right codec.

Does every word have the same definition for each person using it? Probably. That is to say, we could look up a word in the dictionary and generally agree that the meaning provided is correct.

But does it have the same meaning? Absolutely not. The meaning we apply to words is heavily influenced by our personal experience, I’d say more so than the definition found in Webster’s.

How much effort do you put into thinking about how your words may be read?

Did you read that before you sent it?

“I’m sorry I wrote you such a long letter; I didn’t have time to write a short one.”
– Blaise Pascal

I probably did. I don’t know you, but I know that you’re rarely in such a rush that you don’t have the time to read what you’ve written, but still enough time to have written it in the first place. And I mean read it. Don’t scan the words, speak them in your mind as if hearing them.

Are you hearing the idea you intended to extend?

Caustic Communication Creates Calamity

What about the long term? For the moment let’s ignore the problems of careless communication in the short term, and assume that everything said is always perfectly interpreted by every reader. In the current state of discourse, I’d almost find that more alarming.

So our words are meant to express ideas. But what are our ideas to us? I wish I had a better phrasing to use, because even the term “our ideas” invokes the problematic notion I find so alarming.

The majority of ideas you have are not “your ideas”. They are ideas you read or heard from others, agreed with, and adopted. That’s how we learn1. My concern with the phrasing is that it’s a supporting factor of the problem of identity construction.

You are not your ideas. The things you believe are not you as a person. They are a big factor to be sure, but you and your thoughts are separate things.

I think this is an important idea to meditate on, because I believe that associating ideas with identity is at the crux of the long term problem with our communication.

I could (and probably will) write another piece diving more deeply into the problem we as a society have with ego and self-aggrandizing on both a conscious and subconscious level. For now I’ll simply say that we have an unhealthy attachment to ideas, making them a part of our identity. I find this dangerous, because ideas should be subject to re-evaluation and adjustment or abandonment when presented with new facts. But when an idea is part of your identity, to abandon an idea is to destroy a part of your self.

So when we communicate, we’re not trying to find the best ideas that conceptualize truth for our minds. We’re largely revalidating the ideas we pad our identity with, while attacking those not in alignment.

A pause to clarify

One may misinterpret what’s written above to mean that I’m opposed to argument. Far from it, I thoroughly enjoy a good debate. And I’m not saying that when you think someone is wrong, you shouldn’t say so.

What I’m saying is that we must include a pause for self-reflection in our communication. Think about what you really want to say. More importantly, think about why you want to say it. Are you raising the level of discourse? Are you engaged in debate? Or are you defending an ego propped up by ideas that are being challenged?

Legend:

In this essay, I use italics where I’m vocalizing the emphasis of a sentence in my mind. I use commas more liberally than may be dictated in your favourite manual of style because I want the reader to pause where I would pause while saying a sentence aloud.

Definitions of terms:

Fact: In the context of this essay, a fact is only objective truth, which itself is a term I don’t have the time or education to define further, needed though it may be of late.
Idea: Loosely related to a belief in this context, I’m using ideas as a term to define a coherent thought, opinion, stance, or proposed action.
Thought: Closely related to idea, but more ephemeral. An idea can be a single thought or collection of them. Thoughts may be supporting structures providing a base or reasoning to validate or refute an idea.


  1. I am not exempt from this. Little to none of the ideas discussed here are my own. This is merely an amalgamation of ideas I’ve read or heard and determined valid, restructured in the form I feel best suited to convey the unified point I wish to make. 

Busted

Dream Journal Entry 2


I parked a block away, and walked towards the target house wearing a grey uniform. Tucked under my arm was a small stack of paperwork folded in thirds with a receipt stapled to the front sheet. Tools hung off my belt.

I said I was there to service a filter in the water system. She was expecting me. I don’t remember what my ulterior motive was, but I needed her gone first. I’m pretty sure I was there to steal something important.

The problem was, I really didn’t understand how the filter system worked. I faked it for awhile, but with her watching I ended up dumping the contents of the filter into the sink while the plumbing underneath was disconnected, flooding the lower cabinet.

She’s impatient, says she really has to go. Perfect! I’m from Sears after all, you can trust me to finish the job and then lock up the house on my way out. It would have worked, but she’s smart, and looked for the trademark company vehicle parked out front, to write down the numbers. Finding none, her suspicion grows visibly on her face as she intentionally avoids looking back at me. I prepared to run.


That scene faded, and I dreamt again of  the city. This time I was staying in something closer to a hostel, and complaining how no one in crowded cities can go bowling because an alley would take up too much precious real estate.

Morning came in my dream and my character (as I viewed him from third person) woke up to the starting licks of Rift. Jen was playing it to wake me up, and the scene faded.

City of Dreams

Editor’s Note: This is the first of what might become a dream journal. I’ve marked it into a new category. I’ll try to categorize my other posts similarly, so those looking only for tech posts can get to them without wading through this bullshit. ūüôā



There’s a city in my dreams, a repeat backdrop for many different stories. It’s not a real city, but the distinct features remain the same, no matter what else is going on in the dream.

It’s out towards the west coast, but not coastal, in either Canada or the northwest US. The streets are generally layed out along cardinal directions, but with just enough 45deg angles, one way streets, and circles to make it complicated to try to get anywhere in a car. But I don’t drive, I’m only ever visiting. So I walk, or I take the subway.

There’s a city-block-wide building that functions as a self-contained Chinatown, with little “streets” running through it like you’d see at a casino. There’s a subway station underneath the building. I usually stay in a hotel across the street. There’s a restaurant that stays open late, late enough that it’s usually the only option left for a meal by the time I get back.

The subway only has a few lines, and they’re circular. It’s not hard to get anywhere, but I have anxiety about missing my stop every time. I usually have business to attend towards the north side of the city, which is uphill. I take the subway, then I walk back downhill to the litttle neighborhood I’ve become comfortable with in time to get a meal before that last restaurant closes.

Sometimes my dreams repeat themselves. Sometimes it’s just a theme that ties them. But when I’m traveling in my dreams, it’s always to this city. When I venture out in a new direction and learn what’s there, it remains static like a newly rendered chunk now commited to file.

I haven’t dreamt about that city for a long time. Maybe years. But it was back last night. It makes sense that in this story it was a replacement for San Francisco, as my dream involved Pantheon, who brought me to HQ that way week before last. I wonder why it persists. Is it just easier on the brain to save and recall one imaginary locale and all its details, instead of making up new scenes for new dreams?

I don’t hold stock in the idea that dreams carry deeper meaning to be unlocked. I think they are the mind’s attempt to make sense out of synapses being fired “randomly” during the brain’s repair and maintenance while sleeping. But I wonder if the body tries to “repair” the brain where our mind’s damage lays. I wonder if a recurring theme in a dream is a manifestation of the mind’s need to have that concept examined by a consciousness that, either through ignorance or willful refusal, ignores it.

I wonder where that city is.

Tips and Tricks for CircleCI

I am not a developer, but I work with developer tools all day. This can be frustrating, because a lot of tools made for developers assuming knowledge that I’m lacking.

Of course, if that wasn’t the case there would be less need for technical writers and my work would be harder to come by!

In any case, After spending the last few days migrating my job’s documentation to use the CircleCI 2.0 configuration, here are some tips I picked up:

Non-interactive shells

This can be tricky if you don’t keep it in mind. Because CircleCI tests are run in a non-interactive environment, your output can get …funky. For example, here’s the output of sculpin generate, which we use to turn our markdown files into html, running locally through CircleCI CLI:

Here’s the output from the build on CircleCI’s platform:

Sculpin assumes an interactive shell in which it can rewrite its output as it goes. CircleCI’s environment is set for better logging, not better human readbility (as it should be).

This is of course a trivial example, as I could add --quiet¬†to my generate command to make my CI output nicer. But that’s not always the case…

Rsync output on CircleCI

Part of my build process involves copying my compiled docs to a staging environment. Our scripts use rsync, the most common choice for transferring files from A to B.

The Problem

No matter what permutation of logging flags I gave rsync, the only output I could get from my CI builds was empty, or a list of every single file it was checking for changes:

Not a critical problem, but it certainly reduces the usefulness of the output.

The Solution

While I could pipe the rsync command directly through grep, that would interfere with the while loop I put rsync in, which checks for exit codes to determine success. Instead, I constructed my rsync command as follows:

rsync --checksum --delete-after -rtlzq --ipv4 --info=BACKUP,DEL --log-file=multidev-log.txt -e 'ssh -p 2222 -oStrictHostKeyChecking=no' output_prod/docs/ --temp-dir=../../tmp/ $normalize_branch.$STATIC_DOCS_UUID@appserver.$normalize_branch.$STATIC_DOCS_UUID.drush.in:files/docs/

That’s a lot to unpack, I know. The key flags are -q, which keeps the output quiet, and --log-file=./multidev-log.txt, to redirect output into a log file. Then, once my loop has exited, I can run:

cat ./multidev-log.txt | egrep '<|>|deleting' || true

My pipe to egrep searches for the characters < or >, or the word deleting. Using the OR operator || true means that even if the grep returns no results the line will still exit with code 0, keeping my script from failing.

Now my output is concise and useful!

(By the way, I learned a lot of useful information about rsync output from this blog post, run through Google Translate.)

Dockerize for background processes

IMHO, this tool is poorly named. While it’s purpose was originally for CI builds involving multiple docker containers (I assume), it’s helpful even in a single container environment.

The Problem

I was seeing intermittent build failures coming from my Behat tests:

Behat is configured to look at port 8000¬†for my Sculpin server to serve the files it tests. The Sculpin step wasn’t failing, but rather it wasn’t starting up fast enough.

The Solution

My initial response to this problem was to add sleep 5 to my Behat step, giving Sculpin more time to initialize. But then my friend Ricardo told me about Dockerize. Because my Docker image is built from a CircleCI image, it was already installed. So I added a new step in .circleci/config.yml:

- run:
    name: Start Sculpin
    command: /documentation/bin/sculpin server
    background: true
- run:
    name: Wait for Sculpin
    command: dockerize -wait tcp://localhost:8000 -timeout 1m
- run:
    name: Behat
    command: |
    /documentation/bin/behat

Dockerize checks for a service listening on the port, and retries if one isn’t found:

Now I have one less reason for my builds to fail…

 

Do you have any tips, tricks, or answers to common “Gotchas” for continuous integration testing? If so, please share them!